BAD BAD

I am such a bad photographer in general. I want to take fashion shoots constantly but I don't want to be labeled as a "fashion photographer". It's not because it's bad but it's because i think i'm not good enough. To be honest, choosing photography to major in is mostly because of fashion imaging module but i swear i didn't learn a single thing. It's even worse than product photography, at least i've learnt how to operate different types of camera. For this module, it only helped me into starting out and to motivate me to have more "fashion" shoots which i've always wanted but dared not try.

The problems that I face now if i were to have another shoot is a lot of things like location, if i wanted to royal room, like those you see in magazines, with exquisite wallpaper, i have no idea where to find those places. Another thing is finding wardrobe stylist, I have no idea how this works, I have no idea how to find a stylist that could get me expensive/good clothing. Having big ideas don't help either. And also, I don't have the money to spend just to hire real models.

I want to try but like so many stuff to consider. How to survive? MEH

Maybe this is the reason why I wanted to do 17 Cosmetics, I can have another try in doing something related to fashion. This time, if it's possible, I would also want to hire real models for my project. I didn't get to hire any for fashion imaging and I really wanted to do it! I just hope everything goes well and smoothly.

I don't really have any ideas for IP yet, ComDA is such a drag... Thank god my consultations for both is on the same day, Tues & Friday so i don't have to come for one day for just one consultation. For ComDA, i'm just going to do underage sex, almost identical to my Publication but I really don't care anymore, it's kind of like hurry get over and done with.

I CAN DO IT! /ihavenoidea