OH GOD! Finally the stress is over. I mean okay, the photo shoot went quite ok i guess but still very not satisfied with my performance. Something's just wrong about it for some pictures. But like omg, the stress throughout this 1-2 weeks, i can die.
It's so scary because i've never felt so stress before for school work. Like even about 4-5 days ago, before i sleep i keep thinking about the shoot, like cannot stop thinking. Then it's like it's even harder cause i just want to sleep already but like i keep thinking non-stop. It's so scary. Like i plan to sleep at about 1+2, then i cannot sleep till like 4+. The feeling damn pek chek i swear. It's like "STOP THINKING, I WANT TO SLEEP!"
And like yesterday night before i sleep, obviously i've thought a lot more about everything. Like okay, i slept at like around 2 i think! then like i suddenly wake up at like 3 then i start thinking about the shoot again. Like WHAT THE HELL?! I've slept halfway then suddenly wake up thinking about it. Can die i tell you. Then i think until like 4+... damn it.
I think cause it's the first time i'm hiring a model and like everything's just new and i don't want to waste this first chance. Like I just hope that it can be perfect and go well but like i already know it won't. So to pray for the best, i just hope that it's not bad... Not the standard that i aim for but i guess a pass barely?
So like, my crew today consists of 4 people! Jasmine, make-up artist. Albert, assistant. And my model, i don't wanna write her name cause like i don't want anyone to find out. LOLOL. As in, i don't want anyone to like search her name and like see the pictures or like my blog. I think i've turned off the search thingy but like whatevs.
So like, she's 16 and is from Russia.
And like alright, she was quite good on set i guess! Like it's quite easy to direct her once she understands me, like there's a language barrier since she don't speak much of english but she try to understands and like after like maybe i demonstrate for her then she will understand so it's quite difficult but still alright.
I guess because this is the first time i've worked with a real professional model. Like i forgot that like they can pose themselves and like they change after they hear the shutter like instantly. So it's kind of awesome, like she will just do her thing then direct her then she will interpret in her own ways and stuff.
From now on, all the pictures you see are pretty much unwanted but still presentable but there are obviously better pictures i feel? This are all like a sneak preview cause sneak preview is always awesome. So like, the theme was something like slumber party/sleepover, so it's just enjoying and having fun not very high fashion, just like a bit more glamourous sleepover with no one but a dog that doesn't play with her. What a lonely sleepover alone...
And i didn't edit anything yet so, don't judge this set of pictures ah! LOL
So like this is the 3rd picture i've took of her. She just jumped on the bed and started posing straight away like i didn't have to direct her or something, so like it started out like that first.
And it's the 3rd picture somemore! which is kind of good? And i was like shock. LOL
Okay, so like I've included Jack Jack in a few of the shots, Jack is STIFF AS HELL! HAHA, he just sits down there and doesn't move AT ALL. Seriously, he's like damn scared or something. He does not move and he's not active at all, like a statue dog. Kinda bad but aww, i love you jack, you QT pie, you still have wardrobe change but i didn't capture that. HAHA
Different make up, once again this images are just randomly chosen.
HERE COMES THE MESS:
The feathers and the glitter, i can die cleaning up the whole house.
SO THIS IS THE CREW SHOT TODAY!!! :D
I had normal posing ones but like this is more cheeky and i look so weird in the normal ones i guess this is more "normal" in a way? HAHA
So like before this picture was taken i said "VOGUE AH!" LOLOL
Okay, instagram pictures from jasmine & albert & me!
Make up artist doing her thanggggg!
So thankful got her cause like she's done lots and lots of photo shoot and like she's guided me throughout the photo shoot and like even weeks before the photo shoot!
Like she taught me damn a lot of stuff that i would have never learnt/knew until probably intern which is damn bad.
She's like very good at everything she does, graphic design major doing all sorts of thing.
THE MESS I WANT TO KILL MYSELF BUT THANK GOD AFTER LIKE ABOUT 2 hours of hard work and non stop cleaning, MOST of the feathers are gone and like glitters are gone.
The house is a lot cleaner now. THANK YOU ALBERT for cleaning so much for me even my mum say like throughout the day she keep hearing me say "AH BIRD AH BIRD!!!" Like asking him to do this and that which albert did and i'm really thankful of!
We even had 2 for 1 pizza party! That reminds me, i didn't get to eat any of the pizza, everyone ate except me i don't even know where's the pizza now. Maybe all gone. Shit sia, so sad, i was so bothered with everything i didn't get to eat :(
My brother's room filled with feathers and glitter, i was so scared he was going to kill me but like after the help of everybody, the mess is gone before he came home. THANK GOD!!!
Seriously, he didn't even like the idea of me using his bed but like oh god... LOL
CUPCAKE AND MACAROON party too!
Bought all these! HAHA!
I want to be those photographers with good food all the time and just enjoy and relax those kind of feel but like it doesn't seem that way to me. Like to me, i'm just walking around the house, setting up this and that, i have no time to eat. Actually i might have but like i just can't keep calm and eat. Have to walk around. LOL
Seriously, i keep walking around the house yesterday night also, like look around see where still can clean up a bit or like tidy up for the shoot. Damn crazy, I will die.
I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANOTHER PHOTO SHOOT AT HOME ANYMORE! Unless it's like clean and like don't have to vacuum here and there. A very easy clean up mess is okay.
So this is me taking pictures of the first scene where everything was so awkward that i don't know how to react and feel. LOL
I'm just glad this is all over. THIS IS LIKE DAMN STRESSFUL but i guess cause it's my first time?
Eh first time very stressful leh, try preparing all the stuff, clean up your home just for a photo shoot. Seriously, can die!!
I mean, although i'm not very happy with the results, i'm still glad this is over and that now there's just a lot a lot of DI that needs to be done for the photos. TREATMENT TREATMENT. Ogod... Just hope everything looks not bad for the final ones.
I hope i don't think so much later when i sleep already.
OKAY THIS HAS BEEN A WORDY POST BUT THIS IS GREAT I FEEL!
I WILL LOOK BACK AND LAUGH AT MYSELF AND THINK ABOUT THIS TIMES I HAD, SINCE THIS IS MY 1ST WITH AN ANG MOH MODEL! WHOOP WHOOP!
To junheng in the future: YOU ARE AWESOME!
//Do you guys get happy when you see pictures in posts? I DO! I will scroll a bit then when i see pictures, i pretend i didn't see it then i start reading from the top which will slowly lead to the pictures! So exciting. HAHAHA THIS HAS BEEN A WORDY POST WITH QUITE A LOT OF PICTURES!!
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