take it off

This is part of my first shoot done for FYP. Don't judge this shoot because of this picture because I think this is probably some of the nicer ones. From about 16 pictures i've chosen, I have about 5-8 images that I think is not bad and the rest are just okay, not good but not damn bad either.

I don't know how to continue because I don't want to waste this shoot in not including it in my FYP but I don't really love it enough to put it in my FYP either. For FYP, i just want to put in my best works and works that I'm really proud of. If i don't like it now, how can anyone like it?

But still, I really have to thank so many people for making everything work. For making this shoot work. I am really really thankful and blessed to have met such people in my life. Seriously, I feel really really thankful.

It's interim 2 tomorrow and i have nothing much to show other than my first shoot images... I doubt they will like it, like i'll be expecting negative comments but like, i really don't mind. Because i know this is not what i'm capable of and that i will just prove them wrong again. (later in my next blog post, i'm going to cry because my 2nd, 3rd, 4th shoot all didn't went as well, but let's hope not LOL)

But yup, just take this shoot as a lesson. Afterall, I haven't been shooting for like at least 5-7 months? It's like someone who has not been playing piano for that long, you can't expect them to play like mozart the first time right? (comforts self)

and then again, there's no time to lose, or no time to "practice"...

FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT BITCH